Evan is on a really busy rotation this month. In November, we got spoiled. He had to be at the hospital at 7 most days and was usually home by 6. Sure we had our occasional 5 am calls and late nights, but he saw Liliana everyday but one that month. That is a record for sure!
Then December hit and BAM, back to the life we were accustomed to.
He didn't see Liliana a few days last week because he leaves EVERY SINGLE DAY at 4:30 and was getting home around 8. During the week, Liliana goes to bed around 7:30 since I wake her up around 7 to head to work.
On the days he doesn't see Liliana, my husband is a totally different person. I try my absolute best to be positive for him. I tell him all the new things that she's doing and take videos, but they're not the same.
Last week, Liliana was going through her teething bit and I must admit, it was a tough week at home. I've been feeling under the weather with a really sore throat and painfully dry eyes. Somehow, Liliana hasn't contracted this never-ending cold. She has the world's best immune system I swear ... AND ... she wasn't breastfed, so take that people that made me feel bad about it!
So this weekend, I would be lying if I didn't say I was dreading the weekend. Evan worked over 25 hours and was gone pretty much the entire time. And I knew that dealing with a fussy baby while I was feeling sick was going to be really rough.
I tried to plan lots of things for Liliana and I to do. For instance, we went to the Wonder Place (this BIG play space for kids 3 and under in Little Rock. It is a heaven sent amazing place!), we went to a used toy store, we went to the mall, we bought new towels at TJMaxx, and we even stopped in at Target (no weekend would be complete without a Target run).
And you know what? We totally survived! Liliana must have ended her teething stage around 10 o'clock on Saturday morning because the rest of the weekend she was her glorious normal happy self! She didn't fuss or bother for 1 second, she was happily playing by herself when I needed a break, and she was just a complete and total breeze. It's like she almost KNEW that Mommy didn't have 100% to give.
To make things EVEN BETTER, when at the used toy store, we found EXACTLY what Santa was bringing Liliana. We had bought it for $29 and here it was $6!!!! I already returned the other one and Liliana obviously likes it just as much:
I live in a world of "I need to look forward to something." And what is that?
This upcoming weekend, my husband isn't on call. Sure, he'll probably have to go to the hospital (when does he not?) but he'll be home by noon AT THE LATEST both Saturday and Sunday. We don't have much planned, intentionally. We will relax. We will watch movies. We will sit in our new couches that we're going to pick up today (yipee!) and we will be a family. And it will be fabulous.
Yes, I realize it's only Monday. But sometimes, a girl just has to look forward to something.
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